I have con crud, apparently.

With a 100ish fever--it was higher last night, but I got it down a degree or so.

My head is all stuffy and sad.

Why are people so stupid?

Why?

*Screams* 

So, I'm failing NaNo, but I have my writing impetus back, so I'll probably go.

Clearly I have a new favorite icon. Really, it's just the combination voice and face.

Welcome to She Of Surviving Hell Week. And then rehearsals for the winter show start Monday. I'll be at school from seven am, singing, until five thirty in the evening ( Read more... )

My head hurts a bit. Mostly 'cause I'm exhausted. Anyway.

Finally rewriting up my stupid cast list that died a couple days ago. Yay.

... *sigh* Also, I will die on my math test. I will also die trying to learn to dance. For the musical. Why do I do this?

Aubreydear, you need to tell me how to make my moodtheme Fireflyness.

Gods.  Kinda... ow.  Ow ow.

I'm exhausted.  Not sleeping too well, I think.  And let's just forget about eating.  Still, advisory lunch should force me to.

*Sigh*

Concert yesterday.  Everyone seems to think I did well.  I didn't.  I sucked.

...Okay, actually? The pianist for middle school jazz is better than I am.  So I was sitting there, not ( Read more... )

Okay.  I'm kind of pissed off at you.  Mainly because I'm scared and worried.  But I'm also pissed off.

Mainly because you're my best friend.

And, however much I do it, I hate lying.  Particularly from my friends.  Because I don't lie to them.

Once you want to explain why in fucking hell you can admit to feeling crappy in your thrice-crused story post ( Read more... )

....17 minutes.

Ironic, that.

Fuck.

I feel sick.  And don't want to go to school.

Oh well.

EDIT: So my father called home before I left school to say... yes.  *avoiding that* Fucking called.  He's never at home, and he works in the same fucking city.

Also, not a word from my mother.  Only from Evie and Lexi at school.  I'm surprised she remembered.

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nfuckfuckfuckdon'twantittobetomorrow

hateitsofuckingmuch

notlikeanyonegivesadamnanyway

knowthatfeelingwhensomeone'savoidingyouorjustdoesn'twanttotalktoyouandyoualwaystalktothem?

gettingthatalotnow

Not me.  Friday ( Read more... )

Fucking hate my internet.  Went down all over the house yesterday.  So apologies to Aubrey for the disappearance, and a warning to expect interference/pouncing on by... people.  Who need mental help.

...Also, I need to eat more.  I've lost weight.